T.T missing you...

Well, yesh I've kinda been thinking a lot recently and I seriously just realized how much I miss all my friends that moved away. Jessica. Jack. And all you other people. I miss you all so much. I miss all the fun times we had together. Jessica I'd just like to say, Chaos Squad Forever!! (: And Jack, don't forget us, because we sure as hell haven't forgotten you (ya, Will talks about you nearly every single day, saying he misses you so much). Lawlz. Yesh, I miss you all so much. School is so boring now. No one to talk to. Nothing to do. It's just, well, boring, nothingness, monotonous...is there any other words to describe how bad school is without you people? I've heard some things about you and how you've been, but still, it's lonely. Everyday is as boring as the last, or worse sometimes. I seriously hate going to school because so many of my friends are gone, because they either moved away (a.k.a. Jessica and Jack) or went to high school (a.k.a. Alda, Geena, Ether, Alex, Alvin, Terrence, Jay, Le, Brian, Claire, Austin, Sherry, Andy, Thomas, Bryan, Patrick, Joshua, and many more...and sometimes I even miss the obnoxious, rude, poseur, Shawn). Lawlz. I miss you all so much. I wish we could go back and time and change it so you didn't have to move and you didn't have to graduate. But, unfortunately that's one thing we cannot change no matter how much we want to; the past. But maybe, just maybe, we might meet again in the future, the only thing we still have the control over. T.T I miss you all so much. I hate the monotony of school. The never ending hours of boredom. And well, ever so lame and tiring days that pass by nearly unnoticed for time seems to fly when you can no longer pay attention for more than two seconds without your mind drifting too more, well, saddening and depresssing thoughts. I miss you all so much. I doubt I could even describe how much I miss you here in words, but I will try my best. Life seems, boring, monotonous, uninteresting, lame, pointless, tasteless, sad, depressing, and well, it's just no fun without you all. It's just boring. Nothing to do. No one to talk to. Just endless nothingness. *sigh* I miss you all so much...

Living a monotonous life,

-Haruka Shinigami

Without you, life means nothing~