another blank puzzle

You’re life’s a puzzle,
Impossible to solve,
For I have no basis,
Nothing to start from,
Just nothing,
I must be insane,
To try and unravel your past,
And figure out how it compares,
To the present,
And the future,
Sleepless nights and endless days,
Lay ahead,
For all I can do at the moment,
Is take what I know,
And beginning sewing it together,
Like scraps of fabric,
Torn and ripped,
Memories,
Faded and destroyed,
By constant pain,
And here I am,
Trying to figure out,
Why you’ve changed,
When I know nothing,
Absolutely nothing,
I’m trying to create something,
From what currently doesn't exist,
And I know it will never work,
Yet I still try,
I still care,
Even though you’ve hurt me,
But still I try,
With my best efforts,
To figure out what you mean,
When you say what you do,
And what you mean,
By the things that you do,
But no matter how hard it is,
Or how long it takes,
I will one day,
Solve this puzzle,
This blank puzzle.