Yesh yesh, I can't think of a title because I'm once again brain dead beacause of the throbbing pain that is running through my head at the moment. *sigh* Ooo, being brain dead is fun. You seriously can't think. Okayz lawlz. *sigh* Yesh yesh, I'm in fricken pain and I can't take the pain killerz because you need to take them with food and we have to food that I'm allowed to eat. T.T *sigh* I feel like just dying because I'm in so much pain. I liked the numbness, I want it back. It fricken hurts at the moment. T.T I seriously need some pain killers before I just decide to kill myself because of how extreme the pain is. *sigh* Throbbing, pulsating pain. OWWz. O well. I'm done ranting about pain. I mean, there's not much left right except for the fact that it feels like my heart is being torn out of my body, I'm being lit on fire, disembowled, and torn apart limb by limb. Yeah, thats how bad this pain is and I want it to fricken just go away because it hurts so much. I'm so going to hate this week. I mean, now I can't enjoy anything because every two hours I have to take pain medication to dull the throbbing pain. OWWz. I feel like dying. I mean, I bet dying isn't as painful as this. No, death is peaceful. Being alive is where the pain is. Because when you're dead you can't feel anything. Being alive means you have emotions and feelings, senses. Dam pain, just disappear. Why can't my mom get home sooner so I can take the stupid pain meds and numb this stupid pain. *sigh* OWWz. I feel like dying. I hate this pain. It's so fricken annoying. T.T
Brain dead due to pain,
-Haruka Shingami
T_T owwz......
No comments:
Post a Comment