peaceful death, loving death

You've always spoken as though,
You were going to take back what you said,
Hesitent even to say "I love you,"
I question why I should trust you,
You've only lied,
Never honest,
Not even to yourself,
You're conscience is thick,
Yet somehow you're able to ignore it,
Always breaking the rules,
Always hurting those who care about you,
You're considered innocent,
Protected by a wall,
A shield of lies,
I don't fully understand why I'm still here,
Trying to help you,
When all you've done is hurt me,
Destroyed my dreams,
Killed my hopes,
And yet here I stand,
By your side,
Trying desperately to help you,
Even though I know perfectly well,
That helping you will kill me,
But in the end,
I don't care,
Because though you're a liar,
A thief,
Guilty of all crimes,
I can't help,
But still love you,
I watch,
Silently,
As you steal my life,
As you kill me,
You,
My love.