a peaceful world....i wish i was there

Yesh, this is a black and white picture I found and I think it's very peaceful. I wish I was there at the moment. I mean, my life has been so very hectice recently. Hectic and confusing. I'd probably die to just get one moment of peace now a days. Everything is suddenly go go go. There's no longer any time to just sit around and hang out. Just stare at the sky for endless hours and just talk about nothingness. But no. Life is never that simple. And it never will be. Not in this chaotic world. If I could then I'd just stop time. And I'd just look and see how chaotic life is even when it's no longer active. Sometimes I wonder if death is more peaceful than life, but I never truly want to find out because you never know, Hell might just be worse. And it probably is. But when you think about it, can anything be more crazy and chaotic than life? I mean, when you're dead it's just nothing. Endless nothingness. Oblivion. But life, there's everything. Feelings. Thoughts. Everything. Chaoticness. Hecticness. Everything. I just want it all to end. Just be peaceful for once. *sigh* I know that will never happen. Not in my life. And most likely never. Argh, dam chaos, just end. I need one peaceful moment before I go crazy. Lawlz.

Overloaded with chaos,
-Haruka Shinigami

You never know when you're gonna need a break from life~